Tuesday, August 09, 2005
k k..outreach was finalli over...over..whew...although stil doing outreach but for sch 1..is alreadi over..coz no sch..haha...urm..k nvrm...tiring man...sweat...fastrating 2...well...quite happening for last week n tiz cuming week...woo....
1stly last week cut my hair...half short half long...but nt obvious leh..sian...actualli shld haf call dat person 2 shave off ...no..u noe y..nt i dun wan..is cool ok..juz dat mom..went wif me..sian ar...bobian so...lol...she sacre i go home wif some happening hairstyle..hole here n there..liek de last sandstorm...lol..k..wat...stylo...muz flow..lol
2nd, was FOP..went wif xinyi..n a great fellowship n we head dwn 2 SIS...met felix at cleenti..head dwn 2gether..well...delirious? shock me..their every opening is different n special...i love it..n dat lead guitarist n drummer was supa cool..so as de lead singer...well hillsong...nt bad 2..stil prefer delirious? though...lol..well..kinda of wasted..hillsong lead guitarist nvr cum..my fav..u noe y..pro man...de techinque quality..is supa gd..n 1 of de lead singer gu also nvr come...haiz..but nvrm..coz gt another 1..de 1 sinf King f majesty guy..nt bad 2..2 bad he nvr lead..hahs...well..after all we went 2 mac..me pier n xinyi..we walk n walk...n walk...yahs...lol...so after ice-cream..abit unsure where we r..so when 2 bustop..thank God..there was bus it was like 11++ alreadi..then we took 30..all de way..reach home at abt...1230+..am...lol...cool...well..nt bad..
3rdly, SIS..woohooo...thank God..sian..was another...lol.day...mom nvr wake me up...n i slept ..til 9am..woke up wonder y so bright,,,lol...c de clock was..SHOCKED....sarted 2 panick..n chiong everything..brush teeth...change clothes..chiong in less then 10mins..nvr even style hair chiong out...then called j...lol...they 2..chiong 2 bugis n take cab..coz bonlay no cab ler..lol...well..thanks j for all de advice...in taxi chiong eat breakfast nearly choke...lol...reach there went in..thank God again..de q was fast...so manage 2 gt in...also gt seat 2...well...preety fun..noe n talk alot 2 new frienz esp...yijun n pamela..lol...fun man...k k..after that wnt PS 2 felllowship...pretty fun..after dat went yamaha...wow...de white electric caught my eyes..still nw..i m tinking of it lah...haiz..muz gt tat supa cool..somemore gt light at de turning thing woohoo..n special build..(2 me )..yahs..cool die die muz gt..someday...SGD$810..haiz....over buget...then after dat when peir hse took his guit...and evrything..went alvaron 2 jam...wif joa pamela...n cal n fel..came later..lol..k k..abit crops up...coz i dun haf guit...yahs..
well...2day supa..fastrated...frienz..stILLL...cnt confirm..some esp some guys...like gay like dat..wat..he go i dun go..he dun go i go..and also...things like...he go then i go...wat de..haloooo..hw old r u some more..hw old r we????..urm...no commenz...alot of ppl backup although confrim for 1 week ler..haiz...i still long on a bright side..number of ppl is a prob..de mst impt tig 2 me..is hw mani can gt save thru tiz..keep praying n fasting 2...realli burden..dyunoe y..although is nt realli a big ting ..i feel so trap...n stress..everyday rush ppl call up..n me 2 call ppl up..outreach everyday in sch..everyday after sch..recess...before sch..well...is worth it..2 do it for God..no matter wat it is gng 2 continue outreach..attendance dat forecast confrimed dropped by 2/3..supa...supa..dunoe hw 2 say...was supa stress..n so call bad mood somehw...starting 2 tone high..hwever..i apologise..perhaps..after for some time then explode..but i dun scold or wat..juz...hang ya fone...diao...lol..opz...hahaha...k.,nvrm...
well..i want 2 tahnk God once again..i chiong again reach out..is actualli nt juz 2 gt back de no..but 2 increase de no..coz wat i've set wat 30..no prob since..de thingy change other sch also can is ezlier...hwever due 2 de drop..manage 2 gt back more than 2/3..whew...thank God for jiasheng...let me sweat..at least call 2 report something..wooo...lol...relieve...tense again..gotta keep gng..!!!!!well..juz comntinue 2 pray..well...
still praying...praying..n praying...
tink abt it..i feel so useless of me..cant even do a simple little ting myself..cant forecast..cant setle persue ppl.even haf favour of man also abit no use...lol...hmm..quite disapooint in myself...didnt realli ..alot of tings go acordinly..n also didnt do tings efficiently...
will mediate...n start 2 renew myself..n start on..n improve myself..indeed i admit i lack of faith...although i keep believing ...look hw mani attendance we gt..n faith is still lack..n i nt trying hard enugh..i believe can even more 1...30 is wat..nth...sch so mani lost souls..y isit so hard..???..is ntr hard..coz i nt doing a gd job...hmm...muz improve on dat..nt reaching out enugh...n i need more strength ..i m weak..tiz is all wat i had..but i believe strongly that..my faith will bbuild up..strength will come..coz God is wif me....NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE...revial forever...tiz end of yr...20..ppl...woohoo..solittle no..sure can....
PRAY..PrAy...prayy..praypraypray....
loving u... @ 1:11 AM
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