Friday, July 15, 2005
hmmm...so 1day was another realli very sian day in sch..dunoe y..go sch like wasting ma time n meaningless...sometime i thought of dun go 2 sch and spend ma time more meaningfulli...haiz...so as uausal...arr...2day tcher make extra stay back..lol...all de way til 4...then met wenhan 2 paz him back his guit...opz..i nvr realli touch it..coz no time..lol..opz...hahs anyway thanks for lending me though...hahs..nt bad lah..back 2 de story..so i was on bus 198, i tink...gng 2 jp & change bus home...then..i saw a mother wif 2 child..very young..i tink i taller then de kids abt more then 3 heads..so u can guez hw young they r...yahs they r very young...lol...so at jjc that bustop..somewhere near blk500+ that bustop...as the door close...sundenly..i heard the mom yelling at the kid..coz at de stop...she kinda of drop de card..hmm..hw 2 say..de card "flew" off ...de bus..lol..guez dat she didn't grip it properly..her mom yell at her...wow scold her like mad..and is like dat gurl, although is her fault is like poor ting lor..urm..yahs..and her mom..was saying smt like..y so stupid..etc..playplay..u noe inside alot of money a nt..then was like..oh gosh non-stop scolding...and when they gt dwn de bus, at de next stop.. i nvr stop looking at them...they walk 2 certain distance..under HDB block..n i keep looking..i saw de mother spank de child like mad..was like omg...gosh..i was like feeling.. 2 stop her..but wat can i do..juz pray...they gt de card back...haiz..when i look at tiz 2day..yahs i was in de bus...still,,..tinking...outta no where...it juz like suddenly..it made me feel that.. i m so blessed that God loves me..i was reminded of His great love for me...nt say compare..but from wat i c 2day..although it was over, so called small matters, in s'pore u can c them commonly..almst anywhere..mom beating child in public esp when they did smt rong..is like nth special...then i had certain thoughts, like a bullet shot into my mind....Jesus loved us so much that He died for us..and no matter wat wrongs.His love..mercy n grace..forgives us..and yet we forsake Him..break His heart...HE NVR BLAME us..at all i gues..n i tink of de mom n child..i felt loved man...juz a small matter card thingy..was scolded and spank.i noe she did it out for love???/
till here..actualli gt lots of tings 2 share BUT......accidentlli press..and all is gone...arrrr...waste ma time realli supa fed up..i gng 2 sumarrised...waste ma time...
..k on 2bdthoughts forgt it...lazy and realli very tired NOW.....juz 2 say i m supa happi n blessed 2 day as i felt i m stil in God's great love...n i love Him..nt juz saying but wif me heart....
grrr..juz breaking siah..lol..so happi..but tiz is alwaz de spoiler..i hate blog...hmm...muz change skin..heyy peeps out there i will blog in new post tiz sun..then u can check it out ba..sorry been bz n tired....stresssss....lol....
anyway wana change ma skin looks horrible any sugesstions?????feel like dng maself but dunow hw 2 do...........lol\
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loving u... @ 12:35 AM
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