Thursday, April 28, 2005
i've felt....hollow......y no 1 would follow Jesus....izit that hard 2 understand???
persecution getting worst....parents dun understand me.....blame Jesus for all of me.....i "hate"
hate the ones who curse my GOD....they shld live sinfully ....hopeless..... stress and nt blessed or fruitful... in their life coz of their STURBONESS......i can't stand it anymore....false statues everywhere being worship...... arhhhhhHHHHHhhhhhhhh
y....YYYYY....Yyyyyyy izit like tiz is there any solution???
sAtAn hell man........may he be casts into the fires and be judged........arhhhh.........y y y???????
Jesus love izit reali dat hard 2 understand........haf reali de hearts of all who witness de 'easter show' is so harden???
wat can i do ...OHhh GOD.....wat i can do for u.........my plan and dreamz iz 2 reach and save de lost...y.......Oh lord.........i had nothing but ya strenght u gave me and the power......
but yet still i can't glorifield u.........i 've failed u my god...
wat m i living for........for u i gave my all ..as u gave ya life for me.....i cant do anthing wif more anoitings from u.......
i cried out...i shout and screamed in my heart...plz help me......oh lord save me......shine a way for me......
loving u... @ 12:05 AM
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